i started this a long time ago and decided to finish today cuz... i didnt want to go to the gym lol. so here my friends, is senor jensen ackles. upside down. because my flash sucks and this was the only one that came out. lol.

one day my friend was supposed to come over to have lunch. this friend lives an hour away. i was an idiot and forgot my fone while shopping with my sister in berkeley that day. she came over and i was not home and without a fone. she ended up driving all the way back home.

okay so i felt HORRIBLE about it and ended up drawing a yamapi fanart for her because... everyone loves yamapi right?? lol well she loves yamapi, so this is her graduation + im very very sorry present from me lol.
you can tell i had trouble with the left eye... i had to completely erase it at one point after already shading the face and crap so... im sorry about that lol. and i had the nose WAAAAY too low so i had to raise that too. its still too low but it was the best i could do after... already screwing up. lol



sorry. horrible lighting from my basement.


spraying it outside


a little closer ver. of it drying from the spray

okay hope everyone enjoyed that! lol. if you liked it i have some dbsk fanart in my previous posts.

my modem sucks. ive had it since 2002. i need a new one. i'm lucky to even be able to post this. in about 5 minutes its gonna shut off again. and stealing connection from my neighbor sucks. plus i think he's catching on lol.

aaaaaaanyway i love w-inds. new single, both songs, and both PVs.
and i love the ver. C of dbsk's mirotic.

must go run treadmill now as to not anger the internet any longer. i'll watch the new wrong number pv on my ipod (mwahahaha).
oh i got a yamapi fanart done, but internet wont post it up yet! lol. halfway done with ryuichi too! i tried another jj as well but it was a complete fail and i let my bro draw a mustache on him.

happy day before vetern's day! lol.

anyway... i finally got a job. woo  hoo. not a "real job," as in a job that has to do with my major hehe, but at least its some money and something to do cuz... really, sitting at home without school or work is work in itself lol.

i give everyone a keita fanart since... keita is and always will be my first love forever lol. were going on 6 years! hahaha. i made his eyes a little too biggish since... i think i'm used to drawing sailor moon hahaha! oh and the angle is off from the picture i was using so his head is a little weird shaped... lol anyway im still learning. hope everyone likes it. praise and criticism is welcome! i needa get better somehow right? hehe.

after the spray it in the rain!


here's the original


next up is yamapi for a friend of mine that... i accidentally ditched... and then a ryuichi for loveryu!

done! i finished my micky on sept 3 and my junsu just today. but... i am sooo not happy with my junsu hahaha god its terrible! i tried everything to make it better but... i give up haha. thats why it took me so long to finish. oh well. here ya go.

yoochun (before i finished smoothing the shading and spraying it down)




Junsu (im sorry to junsu and his fans... lol)


AAAAAAAND my completed set (minus changmin cuz... its in my sister's dorm room as it was a present from me to her...)



(jj is framed cuz my sister thought i was being careless throwing him around... lol)

ok thanks everyone!

happy labor day everyone!!

so anyway jhj2001  suggested that i do a yunho fanart next so... here it is!
hope everyone likes it! damn his plaid shirt by the way, it took forever!

insomnia caused me to try a jaejoong fanart. then my sister asked for a changmin. all in one day! blah.

sadly... jaejoong somewhat resembles uchi hiroki from NEWS/Kanjani8 and changmin looks like a tiny little boy.







be nice please! its been a long time since ive drawn anything!

holy crap the last time i wrote here was january!?

anyway... im a UCSB graduate!!! yes! i finally have my BA in Sociology!

what else what else...
    i LOVE LOVE LOVED hollywood bowl! i ran into dbsk and suju waaaaay too many times for a non stalker! well... i may have looked for them a little... lol. but they were absolutely gorgeous! and... you'd be so jealous of my yunho story! i saw him (and many others) in the elevator twice. the second time was waaaay early in the morning and he recognized and talked to me in japanese. love love love. and my jaejoong is better in person, if thats even possible.

w-inds. new 7th ave album... eh its okay. its better than journey i must say. i love their stay song.

dbsk's doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou? has been on repeat for the past few months.

what else... oh yeah and i miss my life in sb. and all the people there. but im happy to be home.

i had an adventure downtown with my roommate shiori yesterday. we were supposed to go snowboarding but... i got lazy and didnt want to drive. but it was fun shopping and eating and... yah. lol.

what else do i have to say? ive been addicted to star trek voyager lately. hahaha, i know that sounds dorky as hell, but its true. i used to watch it at home on tv, but i dont even think it's on tv anymore, so im on my way to downloading all the seasons and watching every episode in the order of their release. lol. 7 of 9 hasnt even shown up yet!

im supposed to be going to the gym more often, since i did promise myself that for this year... but im slacking. i regret it too. sigh... im gonna go tonight though for sure. this is the perfect time to work out like crazy cuz theres not too much homework or midterms or finals or anything. just working out. that should be my priority.

ive stayed up until the sun came up 3 times this week. i need to get my sleeping patterns in order again. ill try to work out earlier and go to bed earlier and wake up... earlier, even though i dont have classes until 1230.

ok i guess thats it for now! ill get ready for the gym

sooo i passed all my classes!!! thank god since i close to failing all of them. lol. and next quarter i swear will be better haha, maybe ill start going to class... lol about time to seeing as im about to graduate. i wonder what i'll do after im done with my BA... living at home again... moving away from santa barbara. somewhere i hated so much, but then... i dunno, it became home, and ill be sad to leave it, along with all of the people ive met there.

w-inds. journey tour blew my mind! it rekindled my love for w-inds. lol which is weird seeing as i freaking hated their journey album with a passion. it was just... boring. maybe they knew it too and sang a lot of older songs for the concert. haha. but it was great, even with keita's not so great haircut. god dont ever let him do that again. ryuichi was looking good though! ryohei too, minus that weird beard thing he's got going on.

now onto what made 2007... 2007

-finally giving into the korean craze and discovering super junior, dbsk, and bigbang
-the return of NEWS! (and uchi... kinda... but not in news)
-making amazing friends with ppl in santa barbara
-finally a freaking senior in college!!
-proposal daisakusen... lol i had to mention it
-harry potter and the deathly hallows... im left with an emptiness, cuz i wont be able to look forward to the next book anymore...
-learning how to solve the rubix cube
-i turned 21 and im legally able to get drunk off my ass lol (this doesnt make me an "alcoholic" retard. alcoholism is a totally different thing than just getting drunk. stupidity annoys me.)

i dunno theres a lot more, but thats what i came up with right now. lol.
next year... i hope that it's just as great as this one. i think... it was one of the best years of my life after looking back on it... weird.

i hope everyone had an amazing year and christmas, and i wish for the next one to be even better for everyone! and please please please keep w-inds. together after their contract ends at the end of next year!! i'll cry. i'll die. blah.